i'm sick of the petty things... i mean, i'm not disgusted or anything , i'm just a little tired of them, i want to just shrug them off. in the middle of piano lessons, i remembered someone who i used to love, and someone who made me really happy.. that happiness that never comes around anymore it's the color yellow :) I remembered his smiling face, plus , heehe this music is nice too (soothing) hmm if i could just have those happy, meaningful times back again. right now i feel so sluggish and heavily slow.. i feel like i'm wasting my time. whatever , it always comes down to this, i just complain too much . plus i'm not really making an effort to reply to linda. :[ heh.. if we could just.. live in harmony. | 